Okay, so this time, Hazuki really doesn’t want to stay in the sketchbook dimension. Tired as I am of this repeated realisation, this time Hazuki makes some progress!
Sketchbook-Shimao has been pulling Hazuki’s strings all this time, trying to break his spirit by raising his hopes, then dashing them. He presides over the sketchbook dimension, so he could just keep Hazuki from Rokka forever. So why does he need to play with Hazuki’s feelings? It seems to me that Shimao wants his undying, exclusive devotion to Rokka to be validated by Hazuki giving up on her. Hazuki calls him out on selfishly claiming that Rokka belongs to him, so sketchbook-Shimao decides to eject Hazuki to the real world as a ghost so that he can feel the agony of being an ineffectual observer for himself.
This exchange made me feel a little bit sorry for Shimao – it must be awful to observe the love of your life for three years while being unable to communicate with her. Ultimately, though, I have to side with Hazuki, because he’s totally blameless here. All he did was fall in love with Rokka, and he’s being given a really tough time because of it. Still, Shimao’s been portrayed as a standoffish, unlikable mess before, so I appreciate it when I see parts of him that I can sympathise with.
Back in the real world, Rokka is still emotional after realising that Shimao is using Hazuki as a vessel, whereas Shimao is pretty subdued. Maybe he’s trying to suppress his guilt for hijacking Hazuki’s body?
It’s a reversal of roles – Hazuki is now a ghost that only Shimao can see. Their conversation is the first between their current selves that we’ve seen since episode 4, yet it feels like a bit of a retread of Hazuki’s talk with sketchbook-Shimao earlier on. That said, having characters interact at all is preferable to lots of inner monologues and flashbacks in my book. Shimao seems conflicted as to whether or not to return Hazuki’s body – he seems to suggest that he will, but his nature is so fickle that it’s difficult to believe him. We are getting near the end of the series, though, so it seems likely that Hazuki will get his body back one way or another.
Rokka soon discovers roughly how long Shimao has been in Hazuki’s body. When she said “Then… Then the Hazuki-kun that I fell in love with…” I was sure that she was going to segue into something like “was really you all over again.” She surprises me, though, and instead says:
And the episode ends there. It’s a nice change to see Rokka dictating things for a change – the conflict between Shimao and Hazuki has been the focal point of many an episode to the extent that it has often felt like Rokka’s affections have been more under their control than Rokka’s. I enjoyed this episode a lot more than the past couple, mainly because it now feels more like a story about three people rather than three disconnected stories. It’s still pretty slow-paced, but somehow the pace is easier to deal when the characters are talking to each other. Character interaction drives the story forward in a series like this, and now that we’re edging closer to the climax, things are getting more interesting.